I go to the fertility doc in about 3 hours to start another Clomid round. Since I'm about 3 weeks late they'll have to give me something to make me start first. I hate that but it will probably make me feel a lot better and make all these damn pregnancy symptoms go away. It's crazy to me that cysts can do that. So of course I'm like omg I'm pregnant and it just goes on and on from there.
I'm a head case. I'm not sure how much more of the watch and see I can do.
Maybe during that ultrasound they'll find a little baby in there....I'm not holding my breathe though!
Brett had to work last night.....so I've not seen him since Tuesday night except in passing. I love being by myself but right now, especially last night, I just need someone to hold me and play with my hair and tell me that no matter what everything will be fine...because I'm not convinced that it will be.
I'm about to reach my breaking point....I'm on the edge.
I could really go for some barbeque turkey right now from Earl's.
......I'm having one
I think I need meds....seriously.
Obama was elected a year ago today and has now been in office for almost ten months. How do you think he is doing? What's the best thing you think he's done so far? The worst?
What has he done exactly? Sure he's got all these plans...but have any of them taken place yet?
If you could only drink one beverage for the rest of your life (not including water), which one would you choose?
Sweet tea!!!
How cool am I?!
A Borrower and a Lender Be
E was wavering on the eBook tip -- til she found the versatile Nook. Perhaps she'll loan something to you?
Ebooks are all the rage this year.
I've considered getting a Kindle by Amazon but don't like the fact that you can't trade books once you are done with them like you can with 'real' books especially since I only read books once. The only books that I have kept are all of the Nicholas Sparks and the Twilight series.
Then I found Nook by Barnes & Noble. It has a feature that allows you to lend books for 14 days even to people that don't have a Nook. So you know that there will be a message boards devoted to people who will want to trade books. That would be perfect. New releases sell for $10 and there are lots of free books as well.
They're selling for $250 and are scheduled to release at the end of November.
I think I'm going to jump on the ebook bandwagon.
I bet I can get Brett to preorder one for me :)
I was just thinking about how great it's going to be to not have to worry about buying Christmas presents for Brett this year. There are really only very few people I'm buying for this year. I may just not buy any!
I can't believe the holiday is coming up so quick. I dunno what I want to do for Christmas cards this year. I don't think I want to do the picture thing again. Maybe I can get some cute ideas on Etsy.
I'm going clothes shopping this weekend....let's see if I get happy I found stuff or if I get angry because I'm such a fat ass who can't wear anything.
I'm having two Thanksgiving dinners this year. One the weekend before Turkey day in Ft. Worth and then the day of we're sponsoring sailors who have no where to go, similar to what we did for Christmas last year. The good thing is that the squadron is going to pay for the turkey so thats a little less money we'll have to spend. I also invited my cousin and her family from Nebraska to come if they wanted to make the trip down.
My other cousin's boy is turning 8 on Thanksgiving..what do you get an 8 year old? He's really into video games but his momma said no more games! I should see about getting one of those ripstick things...wonder if he's too young for that... I might just get a gift card to Best Buy or something.
This day has just flown by!
Have you ever returned an item to a store for a refund after having used it?
Yep, more than once. The one time that comes to mind is when I bought this awful product thinking I'd clean our hardwoods faster. After I used it, I washed the pad that came with it and returned it to Walmart with the pad still wet.
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